Why am I so obsessed with you?

This is getting really bad. I think I might have let on sth. Which should not even be the case cos I'm not supposed to let anything happen. Oh Lord please help me><

And so I have offended you

And so be it. It's probably better this way

yes, i know there is so much more i should be doing, could be doing. but time and again, all i find myself doing is mulling over how you're getting under my skin, getting to me, when you really shouldn't even.

this probably isn't even you. it's probably just me being crazy as usual but i just can't help it.

so i snap

and it's not your fault. and i'm sorry. and it's so uncharacteristic of me to do this in this manner but things just are and is. and you're you and i'm me and this shouldn't even be happening cos too many things are on this equation. it shouldn't even exist.

really need to stop letting you get to me. cos you're a teddy bear that isn't mine.

hey people! i've shifted!

for no particular reason, guess i was just tired of lazypinkkpigg? anyway i still love lazypinkkpigg lots so maybe i'll come back one day.

so tata!(: